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Disclaimer: Mine? Don't make me laugh! *is laughing anyway at the thought* Do not sue me, please.

Author's Note: The beginning of an epic. I've been playing with this idea in my head... for oh a couple days. We'll see where it goes. The chapter titles are lyrics to the song "Propehtian" by Eternal Tears of Sorrow, which I sadly have no affiliation with either. There are only 2 places this fanfic should appear on the internet - my fanfic_library LJ and AFF. No where else. Reason? I can't control minors from reading this otherwise. This story is soon going to become very sexual, very fast.

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DISCLAIMER: Not mine. If it was I'd have many jellybeans and bowls of pasta to offer, but alas, t'is not so. No suing.

Author's Note: This is my first FF7 fanfic. This is also the first time in, oh, 2 years, I have written a fanfic. If liked well enough it may be the beginning of something bigger. Maybe not. For now it's a stand alone. Please forgive me if it's not very good. Comments, c&c are welcome.
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Subject matter: penetration - my limit

OK, this is I suppose, a big explanation over something small that probably few people will care about. However, it has come up a couple of times by past readers. This will deal with descriptive sex in my stories - or the primary lack there of. Setting aside other issues that could be mentioned in this, I will basically explain a rather... weird issue I have with sex in general. It deals with "penetration". This is me personally, and one of a couple of reasons I will rarely, if ever, completely describe sexual intercourse in my fanfiction or original writings. If it is described you will probably notice I tend to lack momentum or just all out avoid it when it comes to the point where making love becomes sex. Or when "friskiness" becomes sex.

Now what are the differences between making love, friskiness and sex? Making love is basically foreplay to me. Your kissing, hugging, holding, touching, rubbing against, etc. Friskiness is likened to the same thing only on a wilder scale (i.e. skipping the gentle caresses and being rough and/or fast). Sex begins to me, when penetration occurs. I don't care if it is a man's penis, "toys" or finger(s). (When in the strictest since of the term someone inserts something into the other person's vagina, or in some cases anus.)

Now, to clarify, it's not that I am actually afraid of sex. I just don't like the idea of it. To me, it's brutal, lacks feeling and is nothing but a carnal need. It crosses the line of intimacy into just... animalistic behavior and it's only purpose is to satisfy the deep rooted desire for children. Add in that it also seems like a control thing to an extent. Inadvertently, one person exercising dominance over another. I know most of humanity considers it the ultimate bonding experience, or at the very least the most enjoyable thing on the earth. But sorry, I just can not relate. I can't help considering that in any other situation, without prior stimulation and finally the friction caused by the in and out motion of the implement used (whatever it may be), that the person would not want that in there. That it would possibly be painful under normal circumstances. I realize this view is most likely not what most people would like to agree with. Most people that I know of, get turned on by the idea of having someone inside of them or being inside of someone else.

Back to the point. Because of this, I can get to a certain point in describing a sensual scene, but once it reaches the height of it all... the sex, I always end up stopping. I end up sitting there staring at it, knowing if it was ME I wouldn't be begging for the other person to "put it in me", or "let me feel them inside of me" etc.

This line of reasoning also goes on the opposite end of the spectrum. I wouldn't want to "be inside" someone else either. So, therefore it's a no win situation. This results in me working around it. I leave off at certain points. Do not describe things past a certain point. Summarize things in the most pleasant way possible. When I have to write that penetration occurs in the story I will literally just make it a passing comment at best to get it over with. I do not wish to downgrade the act of sex with this writing. This is purely my personal view/issues and why I am limited as a writer because of it. While I have attempted to work through it and force myself to write descriptive sex scenes, even I can not help noticing that it lacks any amount of enthusiasm. It comes out matter of fact, sounding more like a documentary on the Discovery Channel than romance novel-ish. Unfortunately, practice does not make perfect for me in this instance. It's just something I can not do.

Therefore, I reach my limit and nemesis when it comes to writing sex. That said, I have taken it upon myself to be a "sensual writer". So, I will never guarantee descriptive sex in anything I write. My apologies to anyone who is disappointed with this information.

I hope this explanation has been helpful, and I hope you will continue to read my stories.

PS

No making fun of my "current music". That was COMPLETELY unintentional. :P

Disclaimer: Characters and setting belongs not to me. Don't sue me please. I only have my measly writing skills to offer as payment.

Author's Note: There will be out of character-ness here, not to mention this story hates me. x.x But despite that, I hope it turned out ok. And yes, I know. My story titles suck.

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Disclaimer: Hyde and Gackt and Gackt Job belong to themselves and their respective affiliates. This story is being written for entertainment purposes only, and no profit is being made from this writing. The story is not meant to be considered a factual reflection on the sexual orientation or the subjects feelings on homosexuality. That said, no disrespect is intended to either party. Please do not sue me, I have no money and no jelly beans either. Quinn ate them all. >.> **Additional stuffs at the end of the chapter**

Author's Notes: AU, OCC-ness, and fluff. See the bottom of the each chapter for any author's extended notes.

Rating/Warnings: We'll start at PG-15 and work up to M (mature). Also note, the extended notes are long, and blunt about things you may or may not want to know (or already know).

Archiving: Guess what? See the end of it for info. :P


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Disclaimer: Hyde and Gackt and Gackt Job belong to themselves and their respective affiliates. This story is being written for entertainment purposes only, and no profit is being made from this writing. The story is not meant to be considered a factual reflection on the sexual orientation or the subjects feelings on homosexuality. That said, no disrespect is intended to either party. Please do not sue me, I have no money and no jelly beans either. Quinn ate them all. >.> **Additional stuffs at the end of the chapter**

Author's Notes: AU, OCC-ness, and fluff. See the bottom of the each chapter for any author's extended notes.

Rating/Warnings: We'll start at PG-15 and work up to M (mature). Also note, the extended notes are long, and blunt about things you may or may not want to know (or already know).

Archiving: Guess what? See the end of it for info. :P


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white fae

Gackt: Make Love to You

Posted by moonofmorrigan on 2008.12.08 at 23:00
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( You are about to view content that may only be appropriate for adults. )

DISCLAIMER: I don't own GW or the characters. I think that covers it.


WARNINGS: non-yaoi, angst (sorta), and well it's got couples in it.


AUTHOR'S NOTE: This fic came out of no where. It's not the greatest fic I've ever written but I hope you enjoy. Feed back welcome and archive if you like...



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white fae

Untitled

Posted by moonofmorrigan on 2008.12.08 at 20:57
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Disclaimer: Insert whatever disclaimer you like. But since I am not claiming it for any particular fandom... The "story" is mine... and whoever you have in your head to apply it to is not mine, unless of course it is.

This is one of those things that I scream fanfic to, but no idea which fandom to give it to. So, I suppose this can be for all those estranged lover couples or something. So a generic, heartbroken fanfic with no title, and no merit. Just was something I was feeling at the time for some reason.

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DISCLAIMER: This story is a work of fanfiction, and is not endorsed by the originator(s) of the work. All official characters and settings are the property of their respective owners. No copyright infringment, offense, or solicitation is intended. This story has been written for entertainment value only. No profit is being made from this writing. Note, all original characters contained herein copyrighted to L.E. Diamond (Morrigan).

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